been sighing so much recently.
i feel that everyone's just moving at their own pace
and are dragging me along
regardless of the fact that i'm tired
and i don't want to move.
i just want to rest
sleep
and keep sleeping
and yeah.
have the luxury of not needing to wake.
ever.
not needing to face the shit in this world
not needing to be dragged through mud
not needing to be constantly harassed and annoyed
not needing to face the things that stab me in the heart
yeah its a coward's way out.
i'm a coward.
i don't want to act strong and all that
i'm not like that
its so very
very tiring
to keep up the act
but can i let it all fall apart?
no.
i still have my
obligations and
responsibilities.
fuck those two words
so sick of them plaguing me
gah.
sigh.
Sigh
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