if you read my blog, please comment. i'm curious to know who you are and what you feel after reading this pile of crappy non-literature.


too bloody emo today.
cried in yoga.
damn paiseh.
lost my germanium bracelet.
and i have no idea where i even lost it.
damn sad.
i loved it so much.
dammit.
felt so bloody humiliated in yoga.
then while i was crying,
suddenly x popped into my head.
cried even more.
lol.
its funny in text.
its always funny in text.
l' har-har.
was sniffling and making squeaky gasping/choking sounds
cause i was trying to suppress my crying
by muffling myself with my sweat towel.
i know its gross, but i didn't really see any other option, haha.

wonder what all the other yoga students felt.
were they like 'OMG she's really pushing herself!'
or like
'She must be really lousy to be crying over such an easy stance..'
or
'LOL NUBZ.'
or
'dammit just stop crying already.'
frankly, i felt like walking out of that class
cause of 1. pride, and 2. pain.
but somehow, i managed to endure the whole thing.
i think my teacher extended the savasana so i could stop crying.
haha.
paiseh.

its really eating into me, that 'nope'.
if only you could explain it.
'nope' meaning 'no'
or 'nope' actually meaning 'never'
or 'nope' meaning 'not now, maybe next time'
or 'nope' meaning 'my female friend took my phone and is being a bitch'
or what.
OR WHAT!

bloody.
dammit.
any answer is better than none, y'know.

if you read my blog, please comment. i'm curious to know who you are and what you feel after reading this pile of crappy non-literature.


too bloody emo today.
cried in yoga.
damn paiseh.
lost my germanium bracelet.
and i have no idea where i even lost it.
damn sad.
i loved it so much.
dammit.
felt so bloody humiliated in yoga.
then while i was crying,
suddenly x popped into my head.
cried even more.
lol.
its funny in text.
its always funny in text.
l' har-har.
was sniffling and making squeaky gasping/choking sounds
cause i was trying to suppress my crying
by muffling myself with my sweat towel.
i know its gross, but i didn't really see any other option, haha.

wonder what all the other yoga students felt.
were they like 'OMG she's really pushing herself!'
or like
'She must be really lousy to be crying over such an easy stance..'
or
'LOL NUBZ.'
or
'dammit just stop crying already.'
frankly, i felt like walking out of that class
cause of 1. pride, and 2. pain.
but somehow, i managed to endure the whole thing.
i think my teacher extended the savasana so i could stop crying.
haha.
paiseh.

its really eating into me, that 'nope'.
if only you could explain it.
'nope' meaning 'no'
or 'nope' actually meaning 'never'
or 'nope' meaning 'not now, maybe next time'
or 'nope' meaning 'my female friend took my phone and is being a bitch'
or what.
OR WHAT!

bloody.
dammit.
any answer is better than none, y'know.