and thus i sadly turn over to a new page.

sweet dreams are made of this.
some things are just not meant to be.
who am i to disagree?
if i travel the world and the seven seas
and find a better man
i might be compelled to try
after all
everybody's looking for something
that elusive
'something'
that i thought i found in you.
but my heart will always be yours.
i'll wait these 4 years.
i'll wait for you to man up
and sober down.
if your heart strays,
i won't blame you
but i will be disappointed
saddened beyond belief.
but i will move on,
just as i now have to move on too.

but i believe that people can change.
after all,
change is the only constant in life.
the only difference is this:
to change for the better
or for the worse.
逆水行舟
不进则退
I will strive to improve myself.
i know i'm flawed.
probably more than you, actually.
but i will improve myself.
i'll struggle upstream.
i'll be waiting at that bank round the corner
4 years down the road.

please don't slip downstream.
its so easy to just let go of it all
and give in to the undercurrent.
but the gate to heaven is narrow
and the wide and easy gate leads to destruction.
we were treading a thin line to a doomed fate.
thats why
we both need to grow and mature.
you and i both.

i might say you are not worthy of my love.
but i too, am unworthy.
so let me polish up myself.
file away the rough edges.
to make myself honorable and presentable
to the Lord at the altar,
when we make the sacred vows.
to have nothing to hide,
nothing to regret.
to only have room for joy and love
and not sin.

I don't think this chapter has closed entirely.
it is like a prelude.
a lead-in to the better chapter.
The chapter 2.1
with the 2.2 in line.

4 years is a long time to write a chapter.
but i believe it will be a rich chapter,
bursting with goodness
satisfying the reader.
I will work on my half of the chapter,
please work on yours too!

and thus i sadly turn over to a new page.

sweet dreams are made of this.
some things are just not meant to be.
who am i to disagree?
if i travel the world and the seven seas
and find a better man
i might be compelled to try
after all
everybody's looking for something
that elusive
'something'
that i thought i found in you.
but my heart will always be yours.
i'll wait these 4 years.
i'll wait for you to man up
and sober down.
if your heart strays,
i won't blame you
but i will be disappointed
saddened beyond belief.
but i will move on,
just as i now have to move on too.

but i believe that people can change.
after all,
change is the only constant in life.
the only difference is this:
to change for the better
or for the worse.
逆水行舟
不进则退
I will strive to improve myself.
i know i'm flawed.
probably more than you, actually.
but i will improve myself.
i'll struggle upstream.
i'll be waiting at that bank round the corner
4 years down the road.

please don't slip downstream.
its so easy to just let go of it all
and give in to the undercurrent.
but the gate to heaven is narrow
and the wide and easy gate leads to destruction.
we were treading a thin line to a doomed fate.
thats why
we both need to grow and mature.
you and i both.

i might say you are not worthy of my love.
but i too, am unworthy.
so let me polish up myself.
file away the rough edges.
to make myself honorable and presentable
to the Lord at the altar,
when we make the sacred vows.
to have nothing to hide,
nothing to regret.
to only have room for joy and love
and not sin.

I don't think this chapter has closed entirely.
it is like a prelude.
a lead-in to the better chapter.
The chapter 2.1
with the 2.2 in line.

4 years is a long time to write a chapter.
but i believe it will be a rich chapter,
bursting with goodness
satisfying the reader.
I will work on my half of the chapter,
please work on yours too!